Learning a lot

• Posted on 16th May 2023
• in This-n-that
• by Dragonfly

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Looking at myself through the eyes of others.

I’m not a good friend as the relationship is one sided.

Overstepping without realizing and pissing people off when trying to be helpful.

No longer a relationship with family because I’m an ass.

Children that no longer want to see me. Only their father.

Loss of dear people because families deem fit.

All this in only 9 months. Most realized/explained in the last 2 weeks.

So……. I’ll leave this here for me to remember. Because I’m learning where i stand in this world. The only common denominator in every situation is me. Eye opening, learning experience. Nothing new, William Hubbler made sure that i would understand this feeling when it came back again. Only difference….. My family was willing to stand with me.

This situation, just like death, we stand alone.

Feel free to no longer look upon my face.