I know I KNOW!


Tell me how bad I am. I havn’t writen in so LONG! And now I am trying to get used to a new keyboard. It really is hard to do you know…. But I am getting there…..

So I am sorry that it took me so long to get to this point…. to writing to tell you how things are. But it has been a crazy week. Hubby really is having trouble with still going through all this. And well he hates to be at home right now. So that also makes it hard to get things put on here for you all….

Here is the rundown…..

#1 has been having an incredible year …. remember when I told you that all he wanted was to have a perfect year? I think that he just might accomplish it. He is having bad dreams most of them are all about trying to save us all. So I am no dream specialist. But I would think that cancer is taking the form of a T Rex or the scorpions that he cannot save us all from… and mom you were in the kitchen cooking when I needed your help and I wasn’t able to save them. But He Dr. is helping him with all that… and I figure that as things settle down after our long trip to The BIG city… it will all be better.

#2 boy is having a great year. He is loving the fact that he hasn’t turned a behavior card yet. The teacher is absolutely in love with him and tells me what a sweetie he is. He is having problems getting the math figured out and we are slowly changing things in the house to help him with everything. More cards and there are little number problems all through the house. He will have to answer the ? To get a glass or to get the water. Ect. And as he answers them they go into the done pile… than the next day.. they will be all over the house again./ * G* I will do anything to make it fun.

#1 girlie girl…. she is …w ell she is her. She is perfect… she is very much about getting her homework done…and all about pleasing her teacher. Up too and including painting something for her and taking it to her the next day. Everything is about how perfect her teacher is… and how she can read this or that… and that is a “G MOM… SHESH don’t you know anything?” “My teacher knows how to read that and you don’t” So I let daddy read to her most of the time… that takes care of the disbelief that I would ask her what a letter is….. SHESH MOM!

# 3 boy…. boy oh boy… he has been a handful. He is doing wonderful in his therapy and is moving right along… but with that… comes words… and sometimes they are not the words that others would like to hear on the mouth of a 2 year old. But hey … they all make a BIG mistake at some point in their lives. Why not now.. right? LOL He is capturing daddy’s heart and is keeping us on our toes. His speech therapist said that now… since he is starting to talk… she can start working on HOW to say it right. “HOL Mom” is not right… you have to say…. “HeeeeellllllP Mom….” You hear the difference right… so does he … he just doesn’t say it. So she will be getting him there quickly. It is always the words that you don’t want to hear…. that they at the age of 2 say PERFECTLY! LOL

Hubby… he is doing good. Just doesn’t like that he still has 2 more to go. It has been long… and it is only getting harder. His level of energy is DOWN the tubes. And it is getting worse and worse. Just a small walk around the house… that puts him down for hours. They say… well everyone… including Dr.’s have their own opinion about what will happen in radiation. Some Dr.s’ say that he will do great. Saying that he has been through so much worse. Than there have been 2 now that say his level of eating and of his fatigue will be worse….

I don’t care much either way. Tim could go on IV meds if we need. Just as long as this is done. And if he has too…. I will be right next to him.

Not much else going on. But now that I have a key board I knew that I needed to get something on here for everyone. Know that we are thinking of you all… and we thank you for your continued prayers and support. Love to you all.

DF OUT

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  1. Lo** says:

    ((Jenn that was a great post…nice hearing about you and your kiddos)) (l)

    and…
    Hang in there Tim. This year just will be one that we will say just made us both stronger. ((A LOT stronger)) We can do it.
    Love,
    Lo**

  2. Dragonfly says:

    Lo** you made my man cry. he sais that you both have this knowledge that others cannot. thank you for understanding and helping him through all this…. what an amazing thing for him… and I hope you as well. that you have someone who planly just understands. Love you

    :dragonfly: