This week!?!

• Posted on 25th February 2006
• in This-n-that
• by Dragonfly

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I tell you this is a week that I could forget. Or one that I wish I could. The kdis and I have all been sick…… and now sad to say the hubby is sick as well. Poor guy it is hard to deal with when you are a daddy that has to work everyday. there are no days off for the only provider int he home. He is lucky that he gets sunday and monday to rest though.

 

The kdis are starting to turn around. I am too really. I am sure you all know that when you have asthma and you have a cold…. it is that much harder. there have been nights were sleeping …. that was something that was not going to happen for me. I was on the bottom of the tub in hot water praying that God would grant me  the next breath.

 

I am breathing much better now and last night I accually got a whole 5 hours of sleep. I was so impressed.

Now onto worse news. My little one has been in a reading programe because he is so far behind in school. Get this they had a programe last night….. He had a BIG PART in the theater…… He WORKED SO HARD…… I…. I … got caught up in what was going on in my house and I FORGOT. what Mother FORGETS something that thier child has been working on for over a month. what kind of mommie am I. he cryed so hard when one of the parents called at 730 to tell me they missed me and the baby boy…. were was the call when I could have still made it. why did you let me be such a  failer. Man this SUCKS. and the boy… he is TORE UP… been crying a me all night. I can never appologize enough. not the first mom in the world to mess up….. ( Sis told me she has done it before, TO tell you the trueth I think I have before too…..)  BUT I am his mommie and I am NOT supposed to mess up….

So HERE, At home, And infront of God and everyone… I am So sorry that I missed taking you to your performance baby. I wish I could make it up to you. I will surely try latter….. We will NOT miss the next one. PROMISE!

DragonFly out!