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Posted: November 26th, 2011 under This-n-that.
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I feel like singing the song… “Monday Monday…. seems to be.” I tell you it feels like a monday… so My son has his High school swim teams banquet tomorrow night. seems like it will be fun. I sadly will not be able to go. they put out the time for 6pm and I am normally at work untill 7:15-7:30… so i thought well i might be able to hid around the corner and catch a small bit of it. And now that wont happen either… they changed the time to 5:30pm and now there is no hope for me to catch any of it.

I was conflicted on going anyway… My boss of course will be there and more than likely his wife. I am for sure not ready to see her. I am sure that I will not be able to bite my tounge with her around. Last year they gave me a shirt and pulled me in front of everyone to thank me. this year I fear that he will try it again and here is the deal. all of what he sais will be fake…s o I feel like I dont want to hear his lies.

we have always worked well, untill recently that is. I am sure that I am part of it… as my momma sais it takes two…a nd it does I know that. BUT really I come in with a smile and he will shoot me down to crap.
-really DF shave your legs YOUR GROSS!
-you cant do that
-they cant call you Auntie
-quite with the tampons all ready
-cap day… dont do that
-here take this…
-get outa my way
-shut up!
I could go on and on.
I am ready to be me… to continue being who I am. But I am SO LOOKING FORWARD to another surgical vacation. sad that it is the only way I can get time off. hell my vacation with my kids this year. was a weekend +oneday. no one would cover my shifts. so I am going to make sure that I get a while after this one. : ) and I am (for once) NOT going to worry about work at all. I dont give a crap if it is driven into the ground while I am gone. It wouldnt even be making any money right now if it wasnt for me.

I am happy to say that we have gotten the back and front porches finnished. I tried to get the pictures to be in here and I cannot. so look to the right and find the side bar. than go look. they really are amazing!
DF OUT

Posted: November 15th, 2011 under This-n-that.
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Posted: November 14th, 2011 under Swimming, Why me.
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Just have to NOT go to the big page. I think I can ahndle writing in the small little bits spot. “quick press” to the rescue… so, facebook is the demon. and I am not sure how long I will keep it open. I seem to want to conect with people but not enough to be draged down. and SHIT is a happening there. so only my dearest and closest know who I am here and only my sweetest and dearest come here. and even than it is far and few between i feel that I can be real but yet change names for those that might be hurt by what I have to say.

There is someone in my life that has hurt and caused me pain beyond belief. I shoose not to be part of that world any more. I know it will make work life hard. I have that figured out. My work life has shown how hard it will be.

I dont care anymore.

And I am NOT TELLING THE KIDS THEY CANNOT CALL ME AUNTIE! they want to it is THIER F***ING choice!

Posted: November 11th, 2011 under This-n-that.
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