This is the coolest cake ever. one of the moms on the team made it for the kids. and it turned out great. NOT THAT I WOULD KNOW FIRST HAND! she tagged me in a picture knowing that I was unable to go to the banquet. yes there are times when we as parents have to doa  job over supporting them. Yes, I get that sometimes I will be unable to get out of work to help my kid with a project that is due or to make them dinner every night or even to see them get married (if the time comes) I get all that…. BUT when you WORK for the place that is giving the banquet KNOWING that your SON is on the TEAM… you would THINK THAT MAYBE HE WOULD FIND A WAY FOR YOU TO GO! instead of…. “the only people that can decide that is the board.” and than MAKE SURE IT DOESNT HAPPEN! ASS HAT!

So I am sitting at work  boss man comes in a few times… I ignore… no reason to say anything we all know he has “such a hard home life… so he’s probibly just taking it out on you” … cause Im safe and all.

than many of the kids slip away and come see me. the ones that came in are special kids…. who am I kidding they all are… they knew I couldnt be there so wanted to take the time to see me and say thank you. it ment more than anything…

so here is what I hear from the kids and parents. MANY of them know just by instict that he is mad at me. they can see the tension, hell they could cut it with a knife.

This slide show goes up of all the season that one of the girls makes. She is so talented… everytime a picture of me went up all the kids started screaming and hooting and cheering. Love AUNT DF. Well you know it is not Apropriat for kids to say that…. it crosses a line you know…. and well… one of the parents watched his every reaction and it wasnt good. he was PISSED. almost purple/red in the face everytime they screamed for me.

I will pay for it at work. that is all there is to say about that. He will make me pay for the fact that the kids like me. BUGGER!

Coaches asked me to help with Paper plate awards because the asst. coach last year did it and they didnt know what to do. so I figured out the whole team … read em off to them and it was all good natured humor things. they liked them. than because you know who was so pissed at me…. I was never asked about it again. after putting in the work for it. he lets one of the kids do it instead. WTFE!

Here is what got me. last year they were thankful … last year they acknowleged how thankful they were.

This year I did more work. “KNOWING” that I had applied for the asst coach position and I started in the first night…. and Coach J was all happy about it. I did ALL THE PAPERWORK. I kept everything in order. I did anything they asked of me. than after 4 weeks and he was ahead…. Im shit on and told I cant get it because Im an hourly payed employee…. I will aply again next year. and get this… WHEN I DO AND THEY TURN ME DOWN I WILL BRING UP THAT COACH J IS HOURLY AS WELL AND HAS BEEN ALL 3 YEARs SHE HAS COACHED. go ahead fuck with me…. Ill push back and than the best damned coach we have ever had wil be out.

Im pissed. I dont get it. they have me doing all this extra work. and I dont care cause its for the kids. and they have said I am a shoe in. than the kids are all used to me being somewhat in charge. when they tel me they wont be there. I tell em to talk to Coaches but Coaches get pissed cause they talked to me first…. your kidding. put me in the role than say it isnt okay. so back off I go… than it still isnt better.

NOTHING and I say NOTHING was mentioned about me. I dont want STUFF… I am not that type… and I know I shouldnt want to be recognized either. but it is human nature and I am hurt over it. I shouldnt be but I am.

DF OUT!