So…. let me see were to begin…. ?

I have been gone from here for so long that I am sure that I no longer have any followers. which makes writing this a little less HORRABLE! I have gained back A LOT OF WIEGHT. let me see I know that having the injury didnt help matters…. and the fact that I kept going made it worse. But now I am sitting over a year out fromt he intial injury…. Surgery was 4 months 1 week and 1 day ago. soooo were am I ate now? so happy you asked….

I have come to believe… Those Who Can, DO! those who CAN’T TEACH! so I have been coaching. and I have been doing alot of it. I go in the morning and I go in the evening. and I LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT! I know what a good coach means to me…. and I know how every word they say sticks with me forever. expecially when they (an olympic coach) looks at you and sais… you are the hardest worker in the water… I know I will never be in the Olympics but to have this coach tell me that MENT EVERYTHING. and I cling to those words when I need a pick me up. I might only be able to lift ONE STINKING POUND….. But I am going TO BE THE HARDEST WORKER IN HERE DOING IT! so there!

I am putting on a Moch tri this weekend. and I have everything lined out for it so far. just a clinic, a run through… make sure everything is in worker order before all my girls head up to the BIG GNT race that I have fought to be in every year since my first…. this year I miss it. I cried SO HARD! But Now I am at terms with it and proud that I have trained 17 of the girls headed up for it. and I am training several of them for the Tri the kenai as well.

so were does that leave me?

On a personal level… beaten up… my stupid arm… LOL! Kids at the pool were saying that if Dori and Nemo were to have a baby there would have named it DragonFly BECAUSE…. She has a broken fin but Keeps swimming swimming swimming lalalala!

I do love those kids. but in all seriousnes… I MUST DO SOMETHING. So I am starting to run again. those BAD feet of mine are going to get beat up over the next 5.5 months because….

I AM DOING THE MARATHON AGAIN!!!!!

I know once of killing myself wasnt enough? I have to do it again??? YES YES I DO! I have the timet o beat next to my bed. I looka t it when I get up and I look at it when I go to bed. I DREAM ABOUT IT! and the funny thing is… I am ready this time. I know I will run into bumps BUT in the grand schem of things I know what to expect this time…. and I am going to work all those bumbs out the best I can.

So heres to another Marathon…….. *CLINKS raised glass*

I am going to get to were my weight needs to be and I am going to GET THAT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

DF OUT

Posted: April 28th, 2011 under This-n-that.
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